well its been days now that zane has been put to rest. " friend " got thru the funeral of his friends passing. we dont think it was really real for him until this day. a child trys to ignore hurt and the not understanding. the baby really was hit hard when we walked in and he looked up at the screen and seen his friend zane there laying in a casket motionless. we did not expect tvs. been awhile for us since we have had to say goodbye to someone. he held up the best he could we made sure of it. they played a few songs for zane one which i picked out " shadow of the day " ( by linkin park ) . he tried his best to not cry in front of us all . if they baby only knew we would understand or rather we try to understand his pain. his mom and step dad held him thru out the whole ceramony. when outside at resting place he started getting scared and asked if thats where zane was going to go and unfortanatly i told him yes he huged zanes mom after the pastor said a few more words. zanes dad was not next to him he had to get air his hurt broke all of our hearts, and now friend is trying to cope the best he can .the press ended up getting a pic of zanes mom hugging friends sister and my daughter and left friend out so people would not harrass him by seeing his pic like fox news did even after we asked them to not film him. which later appologized but then tried again.  he is now seeing counslers and trying to get back into being a little kid. he has been angry at times even lashing out and then at times hes crying himself to sleep. he was at another kids apartment the other day , his sister and my daughter went to get him to come home and instead of saying boys name he called out zanes name so see he is paying for his actions . but we will fight everyday to get him thru all this its going to take a long time yes but he does have a mom and step dad who love him dearly and he has even went and seen zanes mom . were all trying to get him thru .   all of you that keep him in your prayers thank you so very much and i will try to keep updates of his progress on here....

rip zane