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Real Name: cassandra McGowan Gender: female Date of Birth: October 10, 1982 Member Since: January 09, 2007 Last Signed In: November 02, 2009 Profile Views: 2393 Blog Views: 2093 The End of an Era Low music is my drug of choice. corporal barrientos homecoming on the sunnier side.... do you ever really know somebody? so close to home..... DCA- Cancer Killer? Karaoke in Bakersfield? I never knew.... February 07 March 07 April 07 May 07 June 07 July 07 August 07 September 07 October 07 November 07 December 07 January 08 February 08 March 08 April 08 May 08 June 08 July 08 August 08 September 08 October 08 November 08 December 08 January 09 February 09 March 09 April 09 May 09 June 09 July 09 August 09 September 09 October 09 November 09 
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Walking aimlessly through this life Filled with so much heartache, so much strife Im so lost within myself now Theres no other way but down Already been to my highest point I guess now it's all low So many tears stream down my face You really put me in my place Took me to my highest peak Now i just can't seem to get back on my feet I miss you so much its tearing my soul My heart is so completely broke Never thought you would leave Makes me sick, your promises i believed Now i sit here and wonder why Your goodbye was so dry I had no idea you could be so cold The past few years have caused me to fold Yet all of my dreams are still of you And still when i look to the future you're there too.......... (this poem is a few months old, just thought i'd post) 6 comments from 4 users
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posted by
sagefever
on Oct 27, 2008 at 08:20 AM
Cassandra~ I am so sorry. Heartbreaking,yet beautifully expressed. I am sure you have heard it from "your elders" till your sick of hearing it~ but you will love again. I often look at the construction of the human heart. It is constructed as if it is meant to break and mend. It has been my experience it does both. My best wishes to you~Sage
posted by
AudreyB
on Oct 27, 2008 at 08:31 AM
Cass I hope this isn't describing your situation. If it is, I know you'll weather it through. You've got good genes. posted by
CassandraMcGowan
on Oct 27, 2008 at 02:01 PM
unfortunately, it is in reference to my marriage. sucks to say, but its the truth! and oh well, im fine, hes the one that going to be hurting when he realized what he lost! im a damn good catch! posted by
AudreyB
on Oct 28, 2008 at 05:47 AM
Yes you are! posted by
ALICEN
on Oct 28, 2008 at 07:41 AM
CM: There's an old country and western song that goes, "Who's sorry now? Who's sorry now?......." I truly believe that it shouldn't be you. Hang in there. Same thing happened to one of my sisters many years ago. She spent some time in mourning, but she's not mourning now. And they were married almost 33 years!
posted by
CassandraMcGowan
on Oct 28, 2008 at 09:20 AM
thanks ladies. yeah alicen im just glad it happened now and not in 10 years. although i did spend a lot of time crying, missing, worrying and waiting for him (hes in the army) but you know, that experience just made me stronger. maybe next time ill get someone whos around so much Ill get sick of him! lol
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