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lapetitemoi - > Filling the Void. -> The Lowest Point.
The Lowest Point.

It is important not to deny that you have a problem.  For years, while struggling, I (as well as so many other girls/women) would brush off the known consequences of an eating disorder.  Little did I know, that these life-changing issues can, and WILL, occur if left unchecked.  These are things that happened to me due to anorexia nervosa:

-Damaged heart/Bradycardia
-Pulse deficit
-Start of kidney failure
-Low blood pressure
-Medical emaciation
-Seizures
-Edema
-Constipation
-Amenorrhea
-Lost friends/family/any sort of fun in my life
-Severe dehydration
-Severely low potassium, magnesium, and phosphate.
-An NG tube in my nose and down into my stomach so that I could gain weight/fight malnutrition.
-Bloated stomach
-Very low metabolism, and when I started to gain weight back, I got horrid night sweats due to my metab speeding back up.
-Hair loss.
-Brittle and see-through nails.
-Cavities and gum recession/bleeding gums.
-Throat damage
-Blood in stool
-Depressed immune system (got sick a lot).
-Unable to do anything but lie on the couch (not even climb up my stairs without sitting down every five steps).
-Nearly got a divorce because my husband couldn’t deal with it.
-Muscle wastage, less than essential body fat % necessary to live.
-Hearing loss/fluttering in ear.
-Small scar due to IV infiltration.
-Hospitalisation four times, twice at residential facility, and once in an acute IP facility in the last 11 months.
-Inability to have sexual relations with my husband. 
-Had to quit school.
-Insanity (seriously, you lose your mind when it isn’t getting any fat or glucose).
-Couldn’t sleep (once went five days without any sleep) due to fight-or-flight response.
-Hypothermia.
-Constant debt.
-Panic attacks/paranoia/depression
-Bruising/slow healing
-Memory loss (even still) due to seizures.
-Pain in all my joints.
-Exhaustion.
-Reynaud’s syndrome.
-PEM (Protein-Energy Malnutrition)
-Hives from warm-cold situations.
-Broken tailbone (during fall while seizing).
-Nervous around friends/family.
-No trust from friends/family/husband.
-Digestive problems/stomach pain.
-Lanugo (furry stuff on face).
-Headaches/fainting.
-Cramping in all muscles of body.
-Unable to get medical insurance due to medical complications brought on by the eating disorder.

Do not think it won’t happen to you. It can, and WILL.  Also, I will point out that not ALL of these symptoms have to occur to you to warrant a need for help.  If even one of these problems have happened to you due to your ED, it's time to seek the aid you DESERVE.  There is no generic set "low point" for everyone; if Ed is destroying your life, there's a problem, and you've got to confront it head on.  

"Do not rejoice over me, O my enemy. Though I fall I will rise; Though I dwell in darkness, the LORD is a light for me." (Micah 7:8)

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Topics: consequences, recovery, ED, eating disorder, anorexia, Bulimia, EDNOS, food, eating, health, News, information, treatment, awarness, body image, self-esteem
posted by lapetitemoi on Sunday, August 31, 2008 at 10:47 PM
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posted by ApolloDawn on Sep 1, 2008 at 09:22 AM

I hope that you are doing better, and that the factors that led to it have been reduced or eliminated.

 

posted by sagefever on Sep 1, 2008 at 11:42 AM

This is an important issue facing young girls and women today. Thanks for your continued posts about this subject. I have always known I am no great beauty ~ and that beauty will sag,wrinkle and fade~ concentrate on what's inside.That is where the beauty that lasts resides.

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