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"Most people go through life dreading they'll have a traumatic experience. Freaks were born with their trauma. They've already passed their test in life. They're aristocrats." Diane Arbus

My life seems to operate sideways~ backwards almost~ and I have come to see thats right for me. A rain of snakes,disruption that cause's growth ,the world split in two.Everyone has there own path,mine has been one of thought,mostly of things folks today seem to disregard. Truth, personal integrity,politeness,...not all eschew these things.For me its been the easiest way to be~ any other way leads me to more trouble..and a sense of humor,above all about myself. Laughter keeps a person sane,and I enjoy seeing the coyote in myself~ the eternal trickster

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sagefever - > Deep Thoughts~whats in ,on my mind and whats out there. -> Chaos:Remember to say I love you.
Chaos:Remember to say I love you.

Christopher ~ Oct. 19, 1970 ~ April 13, 2004...till soon son.

  I am always reflective this time of year, recalling both of my boys days and the love we share.
The truth of these words: “No one gets what they deserve~ we get what we get” has come home to me yet again. The sad news of a friend facing the chaos of this life reached me and illuminates the truth of those words.

She has lived a good life, never smoked, drank, ate well. She did all the things that make a life healthy and well lived. One of the fresh faced girls with clear eyes and a ready smile, she might have served you ice cream at Dewars, until the road led her to Alaska. There she gave birth to a girl who now attends collage in New Zealand. Bright child with a brighter future, both of these women have wide vision and the courage it takes to act on that vision. Our world has been the better for them. There is more about this woman to say~ but I want to hold that close to me now ,kept secret in my soul , as I send her courage and blessings out loud.

As with each one of us, the news of death is a harsh reality. The finality of it all is the one truth we cannot escape. The hope is that the treatment will buy her one year…the dream is five years.  She wants to see her child again and I know that feeling all to well.

No one gets what they deserve; they get what they get
Just this once I hope she gets what she deserves.





 

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posted by gsisola on Oct 13, 2009 at 04:32 PM

(((( Sage ))))

posted by Ray_Harwick on Oct 13, 2009 at 04:57 PM

What a wonder you are, Sage. A blessing.

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 05:10 PM

(((Steve & Ray)))

The wonder is this life and our hour upon it.

 

posted by donmason on Oct 13, 2009 at 05:16 PM

My best hopes and wishes for you and your dear friend Sage.   xxx

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 06:09 PM

Thank you Don.


posted by ALICEN on Oct 13, 2009 at 06:22 PM

A wishful hope for your friend, Sage, is on its way. 

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 07:01 PM

Thank you Alicen~ I can think of no other woman who deserves a few more years than she.


posted by middlepathII on Oct 13, 2009 at 07:15 PM

Sage!  In case we don't get the chance, I believe I can safely say every soul on here loves you!

I declare Sage b.com's 2009's Most Accomplished Blogger for being the most beloved in our community (and what a community it is!)

 

posted by mrsearnhardt88 on Oct 13, 2009 at 07:47 PM

 

Oh Sage.  Someday I hope to meet you so I can give you a great big hug.  Until then, please accept this one ((((((((((HUG)))))))))))).  You have one of the most gentle souls I have ever encountered.  We are fortunate to "know" you!

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 08:03 PM

*me blushing* ~Thank you both. As for the gentle part~ I work hard at keeping the beastie in me at bay. Unfortunately it has gotten out once or twice to the detriment to those nearest ;-)

 

 

posted by vanityfair on Oct 13, 2009 at 08:08 PM

What a beautiful picture, Sage. Is it safe to assume that's you and Christopher? Angelic, curious, reaching out ... so precious. And you obviously so doting. Thank you for that glimpse into your history.

My thoughts are with you, and I hope your friend does in fact get what she deserves. Thank you for being you.

 

posted by dreamifucan on Oct 13, 2009 at 08:10 PM

Best wishes to your friend sage.  And here's one from me too

((((HUG))))

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 08:12 PM

Yes  vanity~ that is Christopher and myself...some few years ago,lol look at that "stereo/TV?entertainment center" behind me.

Thank you vanity~ for being you.

 

posted by sagefever on Oct 13, 2009 at 08:17 PM

Thank you dream.


posted by CatherineBaker on Oct 14, 2009 at 10:17 AM

I'll be thinking of you and your friend today, Sage, and hoping for the real possibility of a happy outcome.  (((HUGS)))

[and I think you know how much I love you.  : ) ]

posted by Neverleft on Oct 14, 2009 at 10:25 AM

Great post Sage. We need more uplifting posts on this blog. Thank you.

posted by pogo on Oct 14, 2009 at 10:28 AM

Thank you Sage.


posted by sagefever on Oct 14, 2009 at 12:25 PM

Cat~ Thank you and ditto.

My "friends" here sustain me~ even the unexpected friends. Neverleft,I agree this place can sometimes get a bit down....I read your post yesterday and was moved to tears.

Pogo~ your quite welcome.

I know in my heart that she will get that year~ and that the love she has for her child will stand through out time. Go hug the people you love.

posted by sagefever on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:16 AM

An Update:  I heard  this morning that the intensive rounds of treatment are very encouraging ,her numbers are up. The most encouraging news of all,she is ravenous! I had the privilege of working with a few patients with cancer of the liver ~ food usually simply tastes terrible.

It looks  very promising that she will get that precious year.

 

posted by ApolloDawn on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:44 AM

That's so wonderful to know.  :)

I saw the original post, but the words hit me so hard in my sweet spot that I could not finish a comment without going to pieces.

I feel better now being able to finish one. (~ Oh, here I go again, don't look ~)

posted by Lingtaowoo on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:55 AM

Outstanding post ~Sage~.....

posted by sagefever on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:56 AM

Thanks Apollo.

I read your latest, a beautiful call to balance...but I am in weird space right now ~ so I am waiting a few days to mull over what's up with me~  lol... parts of *me* are still frozen solid. Thank goodness they were well exercised previously. :-)

posted by sagefever on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:59 AM

Thank you ling... wishing you two good news of your very own.


posted by ApolloDawn on Nov 13, 2009 at 09:59 AM

Sometimes I don't comment on touching posts because they hit me too hard.  Certain parts of me are extremely sensitive.

But know that my thoughts are always there, when anyone writes such a post.  :)

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